Celibacy
I have decided to do something incredibly radical for a porn star (or any gay man really) and be celibate for awhile. I’m serious this ins’t a joke. In my last post I went on about how I’m tired of pointless hook ups so I’m going to not have sex for sometime. Or at least until we start my next film.
Some people give up booze or cigarettes for the New Year so with me it’ll be sex. It’s been a couple of weeks so far and it isn’t as awful as I thought it would be. I’m so focused on other things right now and I’m writing the script for the porn film I want to direct so I’m keeping busy. I’m also exercising more since I have some extra energy now. But I do get very very horny so I’m jerking off all the time. I’m afraid my right arm might get bigger than my left arm if this keeps up. Luckily since I’m in porn I have a huge collection of films and I really like watching Ricky get fucked.
But I think about sex actually, less than normal since it isn’t a priority right now and I find that kind of nice actually. I’m enjoying being by myself for now and it’s kind of therapeutic. I think everyone should do this once in awhile. It’s healthy. But when I’m done with this celibacy (such a weird word don’t you think?) watch out guys because this boy is going to want to fuck everything in sight. The first guy that gets fucked by me after this will be one lucky bastard because I will be insatiable as well as rock hard. But for now it’s just me a my right hand. Ay least I can’t give myself any diseases. Ha ha.
